I have a bad history of handling sheer pressure. Jak B.C. Before Christ. Before, I kinda tend to blow all things up. And in return, mess my life with depression. Now, I am indeed very thankful that God surrounded me with passionate people who are more than willing to share their precious time just to encourage me. I can't and won't dare to imagine what my life would be without God. I seem to have everything, but without God, I'm just a mere human being trying to find out what it's like to be rich, to be loved, and to be happy.

I am in a state of war. Pressure is just waiting around the corner. Waiting for me to drop my guard. The moment I drop it, poof! I'm gone. Problems may make a man fall. But a child will never back down. Through this fire, I will come forth as gold. God has a purpose, and He will make all things beautiful in His time.

When life seems tough, carry on. If things go wrong, move on. Bear in mind that with a proper perspective, stumbling blocks will turn to stepping stones. We may find life too complex for us to bear. Too hard for our mortal minds to fathom. Yet through heaven's eyes, we see the simplicity of it all.. the faith of a child's heart.

I live by faith and not by sight.